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Thursday, November 17, 2005
no need an argue.....

When I'm alone,I remember the times that had passed and went bySometimes I smile .. I wanna laugh at the worldThe world and the life which is pictured in front of my eyesPeople say that life is merely a stage showWhere human are puppets with their own roleAnd they move based on what the scripts say Then the play go on, until the end of the showBut human are not puppets ..Do puppets have tears in their eyes?Do puppets have heart which are throbbing behind their chests? Teach me how to become a puppet ..
Tired ..
Another circle of time had been completed
Here I am,
recollecting some pieces of my mind
The sun had long died, the moon smile brightly in the skySerenity ..
I feel it for the first time at last
Dont know whether it will last for long or not
For the people that I love, I'm only human ..I have my will ..

but God knows what's bestI still dont know what to do,
don't know what to think So let God decidesAnd I will pray some morePls .. do take care ..

Tired ..

I'm too tired to think ..

So sincere .. So honest ..
From the deepest of heart ..
Tidak berpura-pura atau hanya untuk maksud tertentu
Tulus memberi dan tulus meminta
Betapa menyenangkannya dicintai seperti itu ..

Life is a mystery, which everyone can't see

U can only try to do the right things, then leave the rest to the hands of destiny

Love hurts .. so much .. it is for me

Melelahkan ..Menyakitkan ..Kadang bahkan memuakkan ..

Tapi aku tahu kalau itu terlalu berharga untuk tidak dimiliki

I need a place to hide away.
Just me and myself .. then God .. or my best friends .. or my new world.

I will meet some old friends a few days later, but I don't have the mood to come.
It will be nice if I don't have to remember what had happened in the past.
It feels tired to pretend that nothing is happening.
Nothing's wrong with that, right?? I never ask people to pity me ..
I just wanna be honest with myself, that's all.
Love is such an easy game to play

Now I need a place to hide away ..
Now I seeNow I learn

Betapa menyenangkannya jujur pada diri sendiri
Idealisme dan logika boleh dimengerti tapi penerapannya bisa lain lagi
Aku telah jujur pada diri

Tears are falling .. just let it be
This is me

Aku hanya melangkah, entah ke mana aku akan pergi
Hanya Tuhan yang mengerti .. dan aku terus berserah diri
This is me

Aku ini memang begini ^_^ ..

I'm tired of life, but I won't surrender.
It seems like never ending fight.
Struggle to live. Am I too hard with my self?
But what can I do?
I'll stand on my ground, but I feel crushedI don't care how people look at me,

s long as I do the right path. But am I strong enough?
How devastated my feelings, I have nothing left to hold.

My kindness God,

Oh.....my kindness God......just don't leave me

He shall guide me 'till the end.
What a beautiful promise You have made with me....

I ain’t perfect….but I ain’t a loser

But somehow life treated me like
I need to be perfect.
Obligation between life and live has been puzzled human race into it and seems like sucking the spirits inside.
Scary…huh?
But that’s all it offered.
Sometimes it treats you fairly….
But it never….
ever….
treats you lighter….
Yes….
humans need to lift little heavier than they could….
That’s why they grew bigger, stronger and smarter.
Midnight always sends me to another dimension of life.
The night sky seems never be better than that, gives you mystery.........
I wish I would be somewhere.....
Somewhere I really belong.....in this eternal universe.

I wish........
posted by cacing aer @ 7:45 PM  
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